Hi friends, strangers, lovers, and pals. I hope you’re night is dark and delicious.
Tonight’s story is admittedly not brand new, but if you haven’t read my book “Trigger Warning” I’m guessing you haven’t read it.
I wanted to share a story about consensual non-consent that included both the negotiation portion along with the intensity that can come out of it. And in this case, the negotiation and safe words are what allow the scene to be so intense.
It’s a good late night story and a lovely excuse to stay in bed on a Friday morning if that’s in the cards.
I hope you enjoy.
Saying Yes To Saying No
When my girlfriend told me what she wanted for her birthday, it took some convincing. It’s not because I don’t love her, but precisely because I do. At least that’s what I told myself. In fact, it took us a few months of long conversations, careful negotiation, and a whole lot of affirmations.
We had played roughly before, and it wasn’t uncommon for Jessie to struggle during sex. I knew she liked to say no, and it turned us both on to play that game. But when she encouraged me to hit her or tie her up and leave her alone for a while before doing terrible things, I always balked. I was taught being a good man meant not doing those things to a woman.
Even if she wanted it.
But one evening in the fall, the day after her birthday, it all came together. We had test results and a safe word, so what else mattered? She was close to Jack and Matt, and while they hadn’t done anything before, she was ready and willing.
The night began with me and my two friends cruising around in the van. They were nervous as well but excited too, so we talked constantly as we drove.
“Are you really okay with this?” Jack asked me.
“Look, guys, I love Jessie like mad, you know that. And you know her as well. She’s a brilliant and beautiful girl who also happens to have the filthiest mind in the world. And since it’s her birthday, we’re gonna do this.”
“Is that it, Tim?” Matt asked, raising an eyebrow. “It’s just because she asked you to?”
I drove in silence for a few minutes before finally breaking out into a smile. After all the talking we had done about it, the truth had changed. Once I agreed, everything changed.
“Honestly?” I said, turning towards my two friends when we stopped at a light. “I think it’s fucking hot. Come on, you two have wanted a piece of her since forever. And now’s the time. It’s fucked up, at least I sort of think so, but it’s hot all the same. Maybe more so because of it. And the fact that she’s been getting off to this fantasy for years only makes it better.”
“Oh, we’re down, we just wanted to make sure you were too.” Jack looked convinced. Matt, I wasn’t sure I ever really understood, but he was in all the same.
“Well, since we are nearly there, I think it’s safe to say we’re all in. You guys ready?”
They nodded as we pulled into the back alley. It was more of a service road that ran along the back of the yards and gardens, but during the day it was relatively quiet. Which is why when we pulled the van up behind my house, there was no one there to notice.
I looked out the window to see Jessie just where she said she would be. She was lying out in the backyard, soaking the last of the summer sun in the tiniest blue bikini I have ever seen. Big dark sunglasses covered her eyes, and she was so still I wondered if she had somehow fallen asleep.
Jack checked one last time to make sure nobody was watching, and then the three of us took one last look, put on our masks, and lept out of the van. Jessie screamed when we grabbed her, but she made a point not to make so much noise we might get arrested. She struggled as we carried her to the van, someone’s hand over her mouth as the other two grabbed her hands and feet and dragged her into the back.
Jack got into the driver’s seat as Matt and I tied her wrists and threw a bag over her head. Her screams were muffled, but I was impressed by how hard she resisted. We had to put all our strength into holding her still as we peeled off down the street.
The van turned this way and that, and even those of us who could see were confused after a while. We all knew the neighborhood, but from the back, it was nearly impossible to keep track. And since we were spending all of our effort to hold down the gorgeous blonde in the bikini, we were all shocked when we stopped short.
“Let’s get her into the house before the fun starts,” Jack said, opening the back.
“She’s putting up a fight,” I said, struggling to get her out without losing her. “But I think that’s going to change soon.”
“Dude, she is so much hotter in person. And she already did the work for us by wearing this damn bikini. Look at those tits? Christ, I bet she shaves everything too. I can’t wait to get a piece of her.”
Matt was damn convincing, and I could feel Jessie tense at his words. As we carried her into the back door of the cabin, we kept talking about her like she wasn’t there, and when we finally tossed her down onto the bed, I was nearly hard. We pulled our masks off before securing her wrists to the headboard, and then Jack tied her right leg to one of the posts.
Jessie stopped struggling for a moment, and we all stood around her as I reached down. The moment I pulled off the bag, it would begin. And so far, she hadn’t told us to stop or even slow down.
“You boys ready?” I asked. “Are you ready to get some of this?”
“Fuck yeah,” they said as I pulled the fabric off over her head, her big blue eyes blinking in the light.
“What the fuck are you doing!” she screamed at us. “Let me go you bastards.”
“Oh, I don’t think so,” I said, feeling more and more confident. I caressed her cheek even as she turned away, and when I slid my hand down to grab her breast, she spat at me.
“You can struggle all you want, but it won’t stop us,” Matt said, reaching down and playing with the string on her bikini bottoms. “It will just make us want you more.”
“I’ll scream,” she said, looking at all of us in quick succession. “And my dad will fucking kill you.”
The other two guys looked at me because Jessie had just used one of her phrases. If she said red, we would all stop, and the guys would leave me alone with her. If she said yellow, we’d keep doing what we were doing, but we wouldn’t take it any further. Green meant to keep it up!
But if she told us her dad would get us, it meant we needed to step up our game. It meant she loved it, and she was ready for more. It meant that we could be a whole lot meaner and a whole lot rougher.
“Scream all you want, nobody will hear you,” Matt said, tearing off her bottoms in a second. I reached down and pulled her top off too until she was lying completely naked on the bed.
“Christ, I’m gonna fuck this cunt so hard,” Jack said, crawling onto the bed and pulling his cock out. He leaned over, his mouth practically on her as he started to jerk off.
“We’re all gonna fuck you,” I said, leaning down and grabbing her by the hair. “All three of us are going to fuck this mouth, this pussy, and if you keep fighting, we might just fuck your ass too.”
“Oh, I’m fucking her ass,” Matt said, reaching down and grabbing her. She rolled to one side, but it didn’t matter. My friend squeezed her cheek, before reaching between her legs and shoving two fingers inside her.
I was in a near daze as I watched Jessie struggle against the restraints while my bed friend knelt over her with his hard dick in hand and my other friend fingered her roughly.
“She’s soaking wet,” Matt said, reaching up and pushing his fingers into her mouth. “You can’t fucking help yourself, can you?”
Jessie struggled to scream, but with his fingers in her mouth, as she could do was mumble. Jack was now fingering her as he leaned in closer, and for a moment I couldn’t look away. I knew it was what she wanted, but nothing could have prepared me for what I was about to see.
“I can’t fucking wait any longer,” Jack said.
“No! Please don’t!” Jessie yelled, her mouth freed as both Matt and I watched our friend shove his cock into my girlfriend in one thrust.
“Oh fuck!” he yelled, leaning over her as he began to move inside her. He grabbed her bound wrists as she begged him to stop but he kept on going.
“No please, not like this,” she cried, looking up at me. I knew better than to give her any sympathy.
“He’s just the first,” I said, grabbing her by the hair as my friend fucked her. “But let’s put this mouth to better use.”
My cock was out a second later, and Jessie gagged as I forced it into her mouth. But before long she began sucking my cock even as she said no with each breath. Next to us, Matt was jerking off, but all I could see was Jack’s cock inside her.
“Fuck, I’m gonna come,” he moaned, as I pulled her to me and fucked her throat harder.
“Come in the slut,” Matt said, leaning over her.
“Do it,” I said, wondering if he needed to hear it from me. “Come in the whore’s pussy.”
“Oh fuck!” he yelled, shoving all the way into her and then holding himself there. Jessie’s eyes opened wide as she looked up at me and there was surprise mixed in with sheer lust. The next time I pulled out of her mouth, it was to the sound of her moaning as Jack pumped his come into her body for what felt like hours.
“Please no,” she mumbled, her eyes closed in ecstasy.
“Let’s take turns,” I said to Matt as Jack finally pulled out, leaving her a sticky mess.
The two of us rolled her over onto her stomach, and we grabbed her ass and pushed her head down into the pillow. Her leg was twisted, but Jack managed to untie it so we could move her more freely. With her wrists bound above her head, she wasn’t going anywhere.
I went first, slamming into her as I pulled her ass towards me. But soon Matt moved in and took a turn as I yanked on her hair and told her how we were going to use her.
“You’re just a little fuck toy aren’t you? That’s all you’re good for,” I told her. “Being fucked and come in. You’re a filthy little cum slut, and we’re not going to stop until we’ve used every one of your tight little holes.”
“Oh fuck,” she said, her excitement slipping past her struggle. As Matt fucked her, I reached down and worked on finger up her ass, and she began to cry out again, her words a mix of anger and desire.
“My turn again,” I said, pushing Matt out of the way. Instead of watching, Matt moved to her mouth and thrust his thick cock between her lips as I took her pussy once more.
The room was a sweaty mess of limbs and screams as we fucked her again and again, moving between her raised pussy and her eager mouth. Jack grew hard halfway through, and he joined us as we circled her until she couldn’t tell us apart.
“I’m gonna come in her pretty mouth,” Matt growled, gripping her hair tightly. That was my cue, but I watched for a moment longer as she took him all the way down her throat before he pulled out and began to come on her lips and face. She licked him clean, whispering no the whole time.
“Only one hole left,” I said as Jack tossed me the lube. I squeezed some onto my hand, coated my cock, and then pushed two fingers back into her ass.
“Please no,” she said, real fear returning to her voice. “Not there. Please, anywhere but there.”
“Jack, shut her up again,” I said, watching him instantly take Matt’s place.
And then, for the first time, I began to push my cock against my girlfriend’s tight asshole. I spread her cheeks as Jack used her mouth, and all the while Matt egged me on, telling me to do it. When I got the head in, she screamed, but I didn’t stop. I pushed all the way into her as she choked on Jack’s cock. I began to fuck her in long deep thrusts, and then I heard her.
“Yellow,” she moaned, looking up at Jack. He paused for a moment and looked back at me. I held myself still, letting her grow used to it.
“Fuck, it hurts, but...it’s good,” she said. “Just let me breathe. Then keep going. Maybe only one of you though.”
Jack took the hint and stepped back, jerking off slowly instead of roughly fucking her mouth. I began to move again, and she moaned louder and louder with each thrust.
“Green,” she finally said. “Oh fucking green, yes!”
I sped up, fucking her faster as Jack moved back and then we were done. Jessie started to come almost instantly, and we weren’t too far behind her. I could feel her ass clenching as I fucked her harder and harder, and she was no longer choking but was instead eagerly taking him each time.
“Fuck, I’m coming!” she cried out, her body convulsing and shaking as I continued to pound her ass. Jack stepped back and let go on the side of her face before she leaned up and licked his cock as best she could.
I pulled her to me, my hands digging roughly into her skin as I fucked her and I knew I was close behind.
“Last hole to fill,” I moaned burying myself within her. And then Jessie screamed, and I screamed, and Jack and Matt watched in awe as I started to come in her ass. I pushed her down as she began to beg for more, a hint of laughter entering her voice as she came.
“Oh fuck it’s all so good,” she said, shaking her head as I thrust one last time.
I cried out as I finally finished, and with a loud pop I pulled out of her and fell forward. She was breathing fast, and both of us were covered in sweat. I began to kiss the back of her neck as one of the boys untied her hands. She shook them to get the blood back before I slid off her and let her roll over.
Jessie covered her face with her hands and kicked her feet for a moment.
“Holy shit, that was so fucking hot!”
“You are incredible,” Matt said, gently touching her hair. “We could barely keep up with you.”
“You were fine,” she said sticking her tongue out. “I mean, I could have taken more, but still, it was pretty good.”
“Really?” I asked, raising an eyebrow.
“Fuck, I don’t know,” she said, shaking her head and giggling one more time. “That was the best thing that’s ever happened though. Thank you, Tim. You are the best fucking boyfriend in the world, and that the best birthday present ever.”
“Are we going to get drunk and go swimming now? Because I’m sweaty as balls.”
I looked out through the window onto the quiet lake behind our cabin, and the water looked as inviting as ever.
“You two grab some beers, and we’ll be out in a minute.”
They each leaned down and kissed Jessie on the cheek, in oddly chaste acts of gratitude. And then we were left alone in the bedroom to address our sins.
“Are you okay?” I asked, taking her hand in mine.
“I am,” she said, nodding at me with a grin. “It was a lot, but it was supposed to be a lot. You guys were all so good though! I can’t believe it worked. I had no idea if you’d all be able to actually come in each place.”
“Look at you all shy now,” I said, kissing her sticky lips. “But you were incredible. It felt so real.”
“Are you okay?” She asked. “That was a lot for you too.”
“It was hot,” I said. “It was definitely a new experience to watch you with those assholes, but it was hot all the same. I definitely won’t forget that.”
“Oh god, I’ll never forget that. Seriously, it was the best birthday ever. Thank you.”
“I love you,” I said, pulling her up until we both sat on the side of the bed. She wrapped her arms around me and kissed me long and gently.
“I love you too,” she said, finally standing up and pulling me back into the world.
And that was how Jessie got to live out her darkest fantasy. And how I learned that I could push harder than I ever knew and she would love every bit of it.
And two years later when she stood at the altar next to me, it’s possible I saw her wink at my two handsome groomsmen as a hint of memory flashed through all four of our minds at the same time.